for betterr or for worse????

change is good...!!well that is what everyone tells...change is SUPER good....
starting from the change in your pocket so that you could pay the right amount ..even upto the the paise's accuracy...so that u are not cheated off by people...!!*well i'v been a victim of a lot of lack-of-change -attrocities*
then there is the change in the style of dressin and physical appearance...well first of all it catches a lot of attention..u become the eye catcher ,the head turner etc...!!
well i've been thinking...*very strange sentence eh??* but seriously i'v been thinking...
few years ago i wouldn be able to recognise the person i am now...seriously....
i have been changing...well..is it for the better or for the worse...i cant say...!!
starting with.....
a few years ago i could connect with any person on the television screen...their problems were mine too...their joys were mine too...their sadness was absolutely mine...in other words..i could cry gallons of tears or i could scream with laughter.....i could just feel it all...
but now all of a sudden i have lost my emotional side...i cant even stir a tear when i watch grey's anatomy... i find all the dialogues of all the sitcoms ...BORING....
A POINT TO THINK ABOUT...
aM I DEVELOPING A HARD HEART...???
am i becoming hard hearted in real life.... i mean before i could gauge exactly what the other person was feelin deep within his soul during my conversations with him/her
but now...its like i don't care who i hurt...!!i just am turning into this hard core nut...!!!
is this who i really want to be....????
funniest part..i used to enjoy crying ...sometimes...but now i cant even get a fake tear out....
the reason i thought about this strange change in crying style topic is...
cos..i was asked to "act " as though i was crying...but i jus realised i have lost touch with it....
or is it that i'm saving up all those tears for the BIG ONE...???

well anyways....since change is good....im not gonna dwell too much on it...:)

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