teeny weeny disturbance before the storm

well how fast does your surroundings n emotions chage....one minute you are with friends...the very thought of those friends make you feel good n worth while...laughing and creating a ruckus....the next minute you have a friend calling you up and boiling stuff down your ear u never ever want to hear.....:(
well i got a call....i picked it up with a smile.... well the conversation almost ended....i couldn't reply to anything she said...cause i was crying...couldn't even control my tear glands over the phone.... she put the phone down cause she din hear anything on the other side of the line except sniffs....
well now in the morn...i just feel its a bad dream...*i dream a lot..it must be one of those nasty ones*
well i don't even know if it was a fight or i was feeling bad for her or was i stuck in between something i want to myself out of or was i angry cause of her constant accusations n mocking....well i dont know....!!!i really dont know....well i know onething for sure she is hurt big time....!!!well im gonna ask my Big Guy to use me in such a way tat i can be instrumental in mending those hurts...!!!
well i know for one thing this is just a small teeny weeny disturbance before the storm...!!!!